Chaotic!!!
That being said above, I would describe these moments for days. The emotional rush to have a balance joyful life isn't easy. For instance, jumping from one to an other job in the last 6 months isn't something I am fancy about nor wanted. I keep searching for a place that fit my bitchy personality and have fun along to the point I don't feel irritated. I don't ever regret the move yet I feel each move is lesson learned and try to turn into a positive effect. After this chaotic movement. I hope to have a stable life to welcome an other excitement. who knows what is bringing next. So bring it on.