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That being said above, I would describe these moments for days. The emotional rush to have a balance joyful life isn't easy. For instance, jumping from one to an other job in the last 6 months  isn't something I am fancy about nor wanted. I keep searching for a place that fit my bitchy personality and have fun along to the point I don't feel irritated.  I don't ever regret the move yet I feel each move is lesson learned and try to turn into a positive effect. After this chaotic movement. I hope to have  a stable life to welcome an other excitement. who knows what is bringing next. So bring it on.

I have changed and wiser. The more I growth old I learn to appreciate small things that make life happier. I enjoy my own company like eating in restaurant or  having a drink , being a potato couch or even doing housework and writing up my blog. So being happy is like a "Piece of Cake". I don't enjoy all these many years ago. I guess because I have not realized my true self ? Yes it's exactly how life teach me to be matured inside out! And that make me think being old is just the number. I still have other side of me that feel like 20 years girl.

When I made a decision to leave my old job I knew there will be a huge challenges and changes. There you go!!! I feel like my life routine changing (in a good way) and there are many of them. Each day is a heavy day and I am no longer surprise. My worrisome after two months of this new job is less, but I'm still adapting..... I hope there will be something good along the journey. But I don't sweat easy. so bring it on....Below a photo of my first day 22 May 2017.

After a good almost 8 years with my current job. I called it a quit and I'll move on. It is an emotion past weeks to decide and make the final decision. It's a real heart breaking to leave somewhere like here that I feel home. To my colleagues and my boss. It brought me joyful and bitter sweet leaving. Anyway way it is not a goodbye..I'm just leaving for better and for worth....

I have always been never-a-zero-size girl for when? Ever since I have grown up I always have a Plus Size. Ugly true is  that I have been disappointed with myself  (the whole appearance). But what? When you are a grown up woman now, I don't feel negative about it at all. In fact, I use it as an advantage to transfer myself and how I dress to the perfection!!! Trust me, every women can dress how/ what they like by knowing their body. From a slender to what we all call fat. It doesn't matter girls. If you want to wear an off shoulder with a short just do it.....Remember the most important is knowing your shape and curves. P.S. I'll try to write more about Plussize dressing or follow some photos on my Instagram  @ninsterrath Here are some best pose:

We often make time to get together for dinner at least one a week is our rule. Family is always there for you, so spending time laughing, shouting ( most my sisters and me) hhahahah talking about all the shit happen around us. This gang is my shelter when I'm in need. In this photo : Me is carring my little niece. She will turn to One next month.She even put her hand up for photo...

One in a while I get really tired and fed up with this great hassle Phnom Penh. Thus, I combined a work trip and extend for a long weekend in Siem Reap, the town of heritage site Angkor Wat. That won't get you bored. You just got to relax and enjoy temples, the trees and surrounding environment in the small old town. From bike ride to catch an early sun rise from 5am at Angkor Wat, The local food and fusion are a very promising to your appetite. I am into an (happy hour) early evening drink as well as finding a great coffee shops ( I found two, one was name Fifty 5 which make me think of the favorite Fifty Shades of Grey, Love IT) after long joyful day of strolling around market , sight seeing plus hanging around the pool. Giving myself a solo space is a very energetic therapy. Glad I did it. Here are some great shoots. Me under the sunshine in front of Angkor Wat Sister Srey Cafe: when there twice, this little coffee shop facing the lake Local fried on our way back a...